Hi Jess
What you're feeling is normal. The first couple of months is quite stressful especially when it's your first baby and everything is so new.
Emma is a good name. My daughter's name is also Emma and she is nearly 16months old and very, very active. I had a normal labour at 37 weeks. She was a little bit smaller but otherwise healthy baby. I didn't get to breastfeed much as she preferred to have me as a "human dummy" so we started bottle feeding when she was 3 days old so I really couldn't advise you on any issues relating to breastfeeding. All I can say is that if you have trouble breast feeding, don't worry. There's nothing wrong with bottle feeding at all. In fact, they thrive just as well, sometimes if not, better.
All the best.
Pat
Pat, Vic, Toddler