I am a mother of 2 boys & iam expecting another baby in April 04. I have had 2 C Sections & dont know if the next is going to be or not i dont know how to feel about the birth as if i do end up having natural i dont know what to expect.
But i dont know how to feel about anything lately as im not sure if i even want this baby part of me says no the other is excited why do i feel like this?.
Sometimes i kind of feel like this is my first baby but of course its not, i have had the opertunaty to watch a natural birth & it was scary but its just as bad with a c section because i go out cold when i have them i wake up 2 a nurse trying to put the baby on my breast i dont now why they dont wait until im ready?
But i dont know how to feel about anything lately as im not sure if i even want this baby part of me says no the other is excited why do i feel like this?.
Sometimes i kind of feel like this is my first baby but of course its not, i have had the opertunaty to watch a natural birth & it was scary but its just as bad with a c section because i go out cold when i have them i wake up 2 a nurse trying to put the baby on my breast i dont now why they dont wait until im ready?
Leonnie Mother