After i gave birth to my lil girl i didnt get any sleep for 72 hours because my partner according to him couldnt help with bub. I ended up in tears one morning at 4am while he was asleep cause Talia was unsettled and i didnt have any milk left ( i didnt know stress can cause you to dry up) my mum came over with formula and so i could get a few hours sleep. Since then he helps minimaly i nearly left him last weekend as ever since Talia was born he has done nothing but put me down making me feel like a useless mother and Talia had an accident on our bed at 3am as some bubs do and he threw the biggest **** and started yelling at me reducing me to tears. I got him to see a docter they put him on depression tabs he was allgd for 3 days now hes back to being an jerk sad.
I want to leave him because Talia doesnt deserve to grow up in this kind of enviroment but every time i try he lays the guilt trip on regarding his financial situation and how his kids will feel argh!
I dont feel anything towards him anymore i just feel trapped and misrable.
Apparently looking after a baby then lookin after his kids after daycare isnt anything compared to working all day then comming home??
He appoligizes but after a day or two it goes to back to how it was before :S
Should i put up with this for my babys sake??