She never took to the breast, and I feel like a failure when it comes to that.
I havent seen anyone about how I feel because i have had depression before, and I hated the medication that I was on, it made me feel worse, like I was in a daze all the time. And I dont want to be forced onto it again.
I havent talked to my fiance about this, but i think he can feel it between us.
I tell her I love her, but i dont know..
Am i a bad mum? Will i ever really love my daughter?? How can i help this ? Please help me..
I love my babies .....