Here goes, been with my b/f 9 years have 2 great kids but i have hit a point in my life and dont know where to turn.
I had a miscarriage in sept "03, i got really sad friends took me out i met a cute guy, s, anyways he started texting me we became friends then, we slept together, in the process i fell pregnant with my b/f's baby, keep sleeping with s, had my baby kept seeing s till bout march '04', when i was caught out by b/f told me i had to choose, by now s was sick of playing second fiddle and stopped seeing me so i chose b/f, now it's been bout 9 months since ive seen s, but still think about him all the time. My b/f has been great, showers me with attention and says he loves me all the time, helps out with the kids and works full time, but I dont feel the same way about him anymore, i dont know do I break it off or do i just wait it out, Im so confused.
Since telling a few friends about my "affair" they not talking to me, so i really only have 1 good friend i can trust but she has a confusing point of view, Please help me if you can, I have 2 beautiful children i have to think of too. thanks.
2 cuties 7/5/99 & 8/9/04